Missing You

Well today marks the first year anniversary of my Nan's passing and also her 78th Birthday.
I was lucky enough to be with her when she passed last year (yes, I do consider that lucky) and have missed her more and more as the year has passed. I didn't have a licence when she was with us but got it shortly after she passed and so many times I have wanted to just pop in and say hi. It makes me sad everytime I think of it and remember it's too late for that.
I am lucky enough to be blessed with Lili who has many of Nan's facial expressions and features. There are many times where I look at her and think 'oh that face is Nan's' and smile. She was named after her and seems to take after her too. I often describe her as fiesty, and maybe that's where she gets it from!
So today I remember my Nan yet again, and think of her even more. At times I wish so badly that she could have met Lili. Then I am so glad that she was able to meet Noah. When I showed him a photo of her this morning, I could see the instant recognition in his face and he pointed and smiled and sai 'oh' like he knew. That made me so happy to think he remembers at such a young age and after a year. Maybe he doesn't, but I am happy thinking he does.

For Nan

A year has passed without you here
But not a day goes by
Where I don't think of you with love
Or ask myself why.

I know it was your time to go
Yet the sadness is still here
I find comfort in my memories
And in knowing you are near. ">